I don’t really have any reason to be writing this but I thought, hey why not? I haven’t posted in a while and it’s not like it matters because not a single person follows me on this thing, but oh well right.

 Overall, today was a pretty great Sunday. I woke up around noonish, went to a Big Brothers, Big Sisters picnic, which was a lot of fun. I just hung out with my little and her family, ate a hot dog, and played on the playground with a bunch of little kids. It was awesome. I got a little sunburnt and I’m ok with it. I have a tan arm and it’s weird but it’s summer, that’s what happens. After that, I came home and hung out with Lauren for a bit and then I took a monster of a nap on the couch. I had a horrible dream which left me feeling frantic and I still kind of have anxiety because of it. Thus, put me in a horrible mood when I woke up from my nap. Sometimes I just get moody when I wake up from a nap and everything makes me angry or sad. Oh well, overall, it was still a good day.

 Here are just some random thoughts I’m having tonight…

I sincerely love my apartment. It’s little but it’s absolutely perfect for me and I love it so much. Even though, there are creepy Mexican men standing outside late at night when I get home, my neighbors are always blasting Enrique Inglesias and honking, I still love it.

I really want to learn to ride a bike. If anyone wants to help me out, I would greatly appreciate that.

 I am obsessed with Adele. I love her so much, her music always fit my mood, no matter which mood I am in.

I really want to work on improving myself. I feel like I have let myself go down this path that I know isn’t me and I’ve made some really horrible decisions along the way, but I want to change that around. I feel that this weekend was a great start for me. Instead of getting sloppy drunk, saying inappropriate things and making horrible decisions, I stayed in and enjoyed the time off work and had some great time to myself. I’m going to start doing that more often. I don’t think there is anything wrong with drinking, but there is something wrong with the way I do it sometimes. I’m just going to cool it with the massive amounts of beer and really work on being the person that I know I am.

I also really want to get back to hanging out with my old friends. Not that there is anything wrong with the people I hang out with now, but the old ones just fit me so much better and I feel that a lot of those people are more sincere than some of the ones I’m around now.

I don’t understand people sometimes. I don’t understand how people can just completely cut you out of their lives and show no remorse. How can you go from being great friends with someone, things get a little weird, so you just cut them out completely? It bothers me that people don’t want to be my friend for no apparent reason. It’s been almost a year and this still bothers me.

 I genuinely miss a lot of people being in my life. A lot.

Last summer blows summer 09 out of the water. Bowling Green is a ghost town this summer and nothing has happened yet. I’m still waiting.

New Found Glory is the greatest band ever!

I’m more than happy that I jumped on the Twilight bandwagon.

My vacation is in 2 weeks and I can’t wait to go to Arizona and spend a week with my mom. I am so excited to get out of Ohio and spend some time in my potential new home. I guess I will really see if I want to move there after school or not. I guess we’ll see.

At this point, I have no idea where my life is going and I guess I’m ok with that. Every day is an adventure and it’s kind of exciting.

I’m going to get out of here now and take a shower and watch one of my favorite movies on the couch. I have a work meeting in the morning but then I’m off, so another great day of doing nothing is ahead.